| There are many things I need to do |
[23 Mar 2010|09:37pm] |
like get over her.
like stop blaming myself for not talking with her more before she died
like stop beating myself up when i don't get it right
like stop the feelings of loss and sorrow
like get on with it.
like ignore my fears of poverty and solitude
like believe that i'm going to make it
like believe that my effort is worth it
like hope and cling to my soul, knowing it's wise enough to comfort me and give me everything i need.
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to be able to always have the security and peace of my meditations
but fear and depression must serve some purpose
and my purpose from it must be grand to balance the amount of it i endure.
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| some random thoughts |
[22 Mar 2010|09:11pm] |
why is it the good ones are always taken
why is it the crazy ones are the ones who are always attracted to me
why is it there are eight buns but 12 hot dogs
why is it we believe that anyone we elect to office will be different than anyone else we've elected to office
why is it I care
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| A New Start. |
[21 Mar 2010|11:35pm] |
Having been lax in teh past at journalling, I have returned to sharpen my skills at it. This journal shall reflect my interests. Namely, Martial arts, kaballah, druidry, politics, poetry, philosophy, metaphysics, science, music, song, no big whup.
I chose Sun Wu Kong as my monkier in homage to the character from the Journay to the West. Wu Kong is often used as a presentation of the mortal state. Namely, one of good intentions but often carelessness and confusion.
hope you enjoy.
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